ANd it hits SO fucking fast.
The first few nights with my first were insane. The slightest little tiny noise and I would leap outta bed like a madman.
If you have some demons prior to fatherhood, I would fully expect those to ramp up a bit at first. I couldn't imagine being a father "on the road". I would feel "guilt" and it would fucking eat me alive, even though I'm "providing" by doing that.
But much like the Hero on RAW in TX, my dad left me when I was 2 years old (lasted a wee bit longer).
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