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Hell, thinking that I have (statistically) lived about half of my life is pretty fucking mind blowing at times. I am somewhat curious about life and death though. I am constantly wondering about "large scale" shit like that because it intrigues me.
I also credit the constant thinking on that subject to my more relaxed attitude than that of previous years. Just have fun as much as possible and cruise through the day. Work has fucked me off lately and before I thought like I do now, I would have probably been fired/arrested for doing some stupid shit.
I will plan mine simply to lessen the burden on my wife and children. My wife is going to be a wreck when my time comes.
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