I think the test messages will tell why he did it or at least serve as suicide notes / last goodbyes.
My guess is Nancy was going to leave him and take Daniel or reveal something terrible/incriminating about him, so he killed her to stop that and didn't want his son growing up living with what happened or having the memories of possibly seeing it happen. Chris knew what he did would mentally fuck up his kid and decided that killing him would be more merciful.
The bibles sort of representing hopes they would go to a better place because they had one next to their bodies but Benoit didn't kid himself as to where he was going since there wasn't one next to him.
Guess this is why when we see wrestlers on TV they are always referred to as "characters" because in the world of wrestling no matter what you see, even for decades, up on the screen can be worlds away from who those people are off camera.
Damn it Benoit.
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